#i might delete this later i just needed to vent
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Why do I watch "short" Chinese drama, knowing they'll aggravate me?
It's the usual plot of FL and ML are engaged/married, and then there's this homewrecker who assumes the identity of being ML's saviour previously, when in truth, it's the FL. And then the ML's family usually gang up on FL. FL is lucky if she has at least one member of ML's family defending her. And then yaddy yadda, truth comes out, and suddenly all of FL's hardships with ML and his family disappear and they "live happily ever after." But, oh, did I mention the ML is a douchebag? He's one toxic m*****f***** who makes FL's life miserable.
Like in this one, ok, it's slightly better than most. ML's family actually treasures FL. Only ML and FIL are the *****. And FIL takes the cake cos 1) he had an affair with a maid and tried to kill his son 20+ years later, and 2) he was all, "FL is a country bumpkin. FL is a gold digger" and tries to get ML and FL to divorce after using FL as a caretaker for ML for 3 years, until he finds out that FL is from a rich family - the true heiress - and then he changes his tune to, "FL is an ambitious woman. Oh, I can see that ML really loves her." Like DUDE. That wasn't what you were saying minutes ago (in the video).
FL should have just gotten together with 2nd ML, and FIL should have gone to prison for trying to kill his other child, is all I'm saying.
#how do i get back 3.5hrs of my life#granted i fast forward most of the time#this just ughhhh#ML initiates divorce but when FL agrees he's all “I'm still your husband”#uh no you lost privileges the moment you said the word 'divorce'#granny is the mvp of this drama#i wanna take granny's cane and swing it like a baseball bat on ML and FIL's heads. that's how annoying they were#i mean it's given you’ll hate the homewrecker. but i never expect to hate ML and FIL so much#and ML was better than most ML's in other dramas so that's something#i might delete this later i just needed to vent#just random stuff
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Still laughing about how they didn't want to "invalidate" anyone's worldstate. But that is exactly what they did.
Morrigan is the most obvious, I really cannot believe that a Morrigan who was a mother would have so willingly taken into her something like Mythal if she was a mother - of at this point - a 10 year old Kieran. Maybe she would, but it would be for different reasons.
Isabela is the most annoying to me. She's talking about how "Kirkwall taught her about family." as if she couldn't have been given up by Hawke to the Arishok. As if she couldn't have ran away from Kirkwall and never looked back. If I had met an Isabela from a world state like that, she would never have said that.
Harding talking about the Inquisition also feels like it misses some... extra flavour here and there based on actual choices. Like my Inquisitor didn't do well with Blackwall, and he didn't survive to see the end of the game. But Lace speaks about him fondly and in such a way that I don't think she should if the Inquisitor never 'redeemed' him.
Zevran is never mentioned by name, but what if a warden outright killed the assassin hunting them. Or he turned on them in Denerim and died later? Then explain to me that entire banter Lucanis has with Harding about why House Arainai messed up so bad they went trough several Talons about it. And now the Crows don't take contracts in Ferelden anymore.
At that point the reason that was given to us for the lack of worldbuild choices to prevent 'invalidating everyone's worldstate' feels null and void. Because you have. You have invalidated many worldstates already by bringing back these character or have people talk around them in such a way that doesn't make sense.
#dragon age#bioware critical#veilguard critical#datv#datv spoilers#sorry i got the isabela line again today and it made my anger resurface#its my main complaint mostly because of how the devs tried to placate us and how it ended up turning out#and it felt like they fucking lied to our faces about it because of it.#i can generally even deal with it because it's not even /that/ much.#and i like the game so much outside of this so i can bite my tongue for the most part#i just needed to get some of the anger out ig.#might delete this post later we'll see. i just wanted to vent for a bit.
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Happy Birthday
You made it
#archerdoodles#myart#happy birthday to me#drawing#hate how this looks might delete it later#this might look like vent art but I'm just really upset that I have homework I need to do#on my birthday#tsk tsk
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one of those nights
#small vent#lately I’ve been questioning things a lot#and this overwhelming feeling of being lonely takes over#and I question myself and my feelings and thoughts on certain things#sometimes i end up thinking im a bad person#the guilt i feel because I don’t do ship art gets overwhelming sometimes#and i end up feeling like an asshole because of it#but I genuinely just can’t (at least not for the gf fandom)#family and platonic moments are just way too important to me#which might explain a small desire wanting to have that but unable to#maybe it’s the aroaceness in me idk#it just gets really lonely sometimes in your own corner#i’m sorry#I know things like this can be annoying but I needed to vent#some more light-hearted things hopefully soon#delete later
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that "i wish that being aware of a mindset being ridiculous would make it easier to snap out of it" post hitting hard every single day
#talkys#parents: you are manipulating your friends into going out of their way to do nice things for you.#you need to give them a break from all your demands and stop asking for help and handouts.#me: dis isn't true i've exerted an equal amount of effort into friendships but in different ways. my friend driving hours to pick me up#and take me out of town and my other friend sometimes buying me gifts are equivalent to when i'd stay up all night#to edit every single one of their essays before they were due or listening to all their problems and giving them advice#dropping everything to be there for them etc. this is how friendships Work#also me: ohhh trueee everyone's going to get sick of my evil selfish ass soon :(#god the tags on the other post got too long but i forgot to add it sucks venting online too bc when ppl try to comfort me#im grateful but all i can think is oh my god im so horrible for painting my parents as villains when they arent.#what if people convince me to do a wrong selfish awful thing. im being ungrateful. im a liar. im blowing it out of proportion#its actually not that bad im just spoiled and unappreciative (+ then life will rightfully kick my ass)#i know many ppl who wish they were in my shoes. i might even be if i realize how insurmountable being alive is if i get to leave for a bit#delete later
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Having a very ' everyone secretly hates me ' kind of day smh
#logically i know its not true#probably#urgh maybe#that is not curbing the urge to ask tho#and i really dont wanna ask#cause that almost always makes me feel wotse#i also might just be hungry#hrm#idk#its weird cause ive had more social interaction than normal lately#not a vent#just hrm#thinking out loud#srsly its not a vent#saying cause i dont really need the 'nobody hates you' messages rn#it'll just feed the worms#im gonba delete this later
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Already seen victim blaming on xitter 👍 Lets not do that and lets leave the hermits alone. Make up your own minds on if you should support Iskall. But I feel like if one of his VH team members leaving for differing morals, the hermits going back 6 plus years to remove him from thumbnails and titles, and removing him from the site and merch should be enough Doc even said they can't talk about it which could mean anything, including something legal. Mumbo said there were no minors invovled but doesn't mean others weren't since there ARE victims Just leave the hermits be, and let the victims decide if they want to come out. And stop victim blaming lmao
#hermitcraft#drama#tagging it that tho its not drama and serious#Let the hermits have time to get through this too#as someone who has something like this happen and wasn't given that its not fun just leave them be#never got how that was so hard to do#sit back and wait but if they can't or won't talk about it accept that#I'm not going to talk about this#there is basically nothing out about it only things I've seen#you decide what you want to do#guess those people who wanted him out got what they wanted lol#I don't like people thinking it might be less of an issue cause stress left too jsut makes me hmm more#but not my monkies not my circus#Just needed a little venty vent cause I'm already seeing the same thing I went through and what I seen in the wc fandom happening#like stop demanding the hermits share#also stop saying but his mental health#mine is in a ditch on the side of the road and my friends have terrible mental health too and none of us ever acted out#🤷#dunno might delete this later#you can be upset just don't make it about YOU yknow
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*gritting my teeth* if you don't share your work no one will see it and nothing will happen. you don't know what piece will resonate with people. you don't know you just have to keep going even when it feels like you're throwing stuff in the void. you just gotta keep going
#trying to keep up 4 art accounts when 3 of them get crickets and one of them like#also gets crickets but you like it enough to tolerate that is uh Something#fab talks#fabtalks#i lied it's 6 if you count webtoon and tapas which ALSO get crickets btw asdfghjk#like don't mind me im just venting a bit i might delete this later i just like i need to remind myself that like#numbers don't matter putting the work out there matters#it will find the audience#i try to remind myself to that when i do in person events people are always really excited to see my work#i get really great enthusiasm and reactions to it like when people actually SEE it they like it
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ok fellas this post is really different from my other stuff so i'm putting it under the cut for people who don't care and also because i'm slightly embarrassed
ok so. is it unusual for a girl to want to have a deep voice and a flat chest and a more square face and also feel slightly jealous of men and want to sound like them and look like them
and also is it unusual to want to be all that, but also simultaneously not be very bothered very much by how you look right now or by being referred to with she/her except for sometimes when you think about it too much. because i usually don't think about it except for sometimes where i suddenly just get really sad about being a girl or i'll always have this faint feeling that i am just unhappy about it
and also is it unusual to try to ignore it and go about your life being unbothered by it even though deep down it does kinda bother you but you can't really. like. say anything to anyone because your family won't react well and neither will your friends because they'll think it's weird and uncomfortable. i feel afraid to ever feel this way because i know the people in my life won't react well to it
so like. genuine question please lmk wtf is goin on because i'm unsure if it's normal and i've felt like this for a long time and it's confusing me and i don't even know what i'm going to do with the information once i know i'm just sort of lost LMAO
#vent#ig???????????#it's not even funny (it's a little funny) how the only reason i've like. thought about this was because i am becoming#more and more jealous of actors in the musicals i watch#greaseball when i get you. when i get you#like i know it IS possible play as male characters in musicals or something as a girl if i ever wanted to#but the thing is i want to look like them and sound like them and i want to be masculine#this is me questioning my gender on my fucking cats the musical tumblr blog everybody point and laugh#might delete later depending on how embarrassed i get ARGH#I FEEL SHEEPISH#had this in my drafts for a long time but i'm caving in and posting it because i had a bad night last night thinking abt it#and i need to know. also i'm lying in bed having to get up and i don't wanna so i'm making excuses#anyway again. i'm embarrassed feel free to ignore this is so stupid#ok. being brave about this#i don't like being negative on here. idk if it's negative but it might come off that way and i don't want to be awkward#also idk how sharing it here will help. but i don't really know what else to go to#if nobody got me i know tumblr got me can i get an amen#keep adding tags to this like it's going to change anything. post the damn thing idiot#why am i adding so many tags like i'm hyping myself up in the mirror JUST POST IT
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Yo, so.. I don’t know what you are here for but I’m here to talk about theories, the story and everything else, even if we only have one episode yet. That’s why there’s this fandom. For talking about the game. For making theories. Crazy ones and logical ones. Everything.
Sorry.
#I swear I always try to shut my mouth about everything to make this here an amazing experience for everyone#And also because I feel responsible for my followers#it's not secret that I have a couple of followers and I try to always be as good as I can#as understanding as I can#as kind as I can#But slowly things are starting to really stress and bother me#just saying#This is a little vent yep#but after all this I just need to let those few words out#and I'm still trying to be calm#thanks for listening#hbj talks#might delete later#I'm just frustrated
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slight vent but it pisses me off so bad when any time you bring up silco at all on tiktok someone brings up his wrongdoing. like yes. we know. this convo isn’t about that rn. make your own post idk
#idk it’s so rude imo#i don’t bring up how shitty the council was every time someone brings up Jayce and Mel#/srs not even being snarky cause like. it’s true. but that doesn’t ruin someone’s ability to love their character yk#not every conversation needs to turn into holding fictional characters accountable#trust me I love doing it it’s fun#but time and place yk#kinda shitty to bring it up when fans are just trying to have fun#might delete later#silco#also on tagging him i can’t stand when people plague the tags with character hate#at least tag it as anti so fans can block it out and enjoy their scroll#again i promise im not trying to say fans should be able to live in ignorant bliss#just#let people enjoy things every now and again yk#this goes for every fandom ever btw im just venting about silco rn
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I'm so tired of corporate bullshit and corporations running everything. I'm having to move in with my mom for various reasons (her health and financial situation, mostly) so I have to break my lease. Which I signed believing I could and would stay here for another year, in good faith, and now I simply cannot. But they refuse to waive the lease buy out fee of $3k, despite it being a family emergency, despite me not having a choice, despite the fact that I've been a model tenant and always paid rent on time.
There is no give or empathy from corporations. The manager in the leasing office is sympathetic but her hands are tied. And it just really pisses me off that this is the world we're in, where you can be going through something stressful and miserable and having to make some really hard choices and the corporations who run everything only care about profits and squeezing everything they can out of you, and there is no give or space for individuals because that's just not how things work anymore.
Anyhow, sorry for the personal bullshit, I'm just so very tired and frustrated with the world right now.
#personal#might delete later idk#the world is a mess and i just need to rule it#also i hate moving so much and i own way too many books ugh#just venting
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Not to be dramatic but being a legion fan is exhausting af and has made me basically stop using social media. There’s so much hate surrounding these characters and honestly bhvr keeps pushing them in a direction I hate, I just want my crime lesbians man
#dead by daylight#dbd#the legion#vent#idk there’s a lot more to this but idk i just needed to vent somewhere#might delete later
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'...you know jokes like those actually hurt me, right?'
"who said I was joking?"
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#vent#personal#delete later#so um#i don't talk with my family about stuff often cuz#they don't really listen#it's#they always think I'm putting on airs or acting when I say something#i mean#it's not#i don't really know whether or not i actually have a problem#but sometimes i check over my behavior and#some of it doesn't seem normal?#i mean i don't know i'm not an expert and my opinion doesn't mean much but#it just doesnt seem like something we're supposed to experience#so i'll tell them sometimes#well actually i've told them multiple times that i feel like something isn't right#i mean we told them about our back and leg pain maybe 3 years ago?#that wasn't taken seriously#even when i fell the first time it wasn't taken seriously#it took me actually breaking down and crying to miss a singular day of school#mentally speaking i think i might have something going on#i mean i've told my brother that i might have depression and#he just brushes it off and jokes about it#we get home and tell him we've had a bad day and he'll joke about how the m22's there for me and its#it really hurts but no one takes me seriously and i don't know if we're overreacting or if there's genuinely something wrong#in april the thing with my legs happened again and the next day i was told that i was fine and that i needed to go back to school and#And that's not wrong i've never missed school i don't miss school even when i am sick i take a day off and bounce right back but#It kind of feels like they don’t take me seriously?#this is stupid sorry i’ll take this down later
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spiritually banging my head against a wall. every time i start having respiratory/throat/chest symptoms from my mcas, I immediately flash back to all the times I've had anaphylaxis and get terrible anxiety. Survival mechanism, yes. But also... I am not having fun and I have not had full blown anaphylaxis since the early days of post mold exposure. so like. let's take a deep breath and calm down, body
#vent#personal#mcas#might delete later im just grumpy right now#i get a tight chest and im like. SHIT. anaphylaxis?? mcas getting worse???? epipen?????#ive only needed the epi immediately once but that was enough#overwhelmed because I just want to find a doctor that can help me manage this shit but there are no specialists around here so#my options rn are an immunologist in maryland or a gi in louisiana...#my pcp is like yeah you prob have mcas and i have other patients w mcas but he isnt comfy managing my mcas or prescribing my cromolyn bc he#not a specialist!! which is fair enough!!!#completely understanding thirteen being scared to death in you dont want to know when she has tremors. and thinking its her huntingtons#bc i feel my chest and immediately think 'is this my mcas. am i being horrendously triggered by mold again'#the momentary dread of 'is it getting bad' before I can calm myself down (stress can make reactions WORSE 🫠)#differential diagnosis
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#i am highkey full of fear but i didnt wanna scare you guys so. we stay sily hahahahahahahahaahahahahahahahahaha im so scared#long story short my dad lives in florida. on the west coast. thats all i have to say#ok wow as im making this post my mom calls and says she's going back home too. ok ok ok ok ok#on one hand im so relieved theyll have each other but im also even more scared for both of them#like they stayed thru ian last year which was a FIVE and there was just damage to the house outside#i feel like ive been crying since last night. the moment she told me she was going back to florida i broke down. i just#i feel so selfish for being in hysterics when im not even in harms way but gghhh. gjgjghghghghghghhgghhghg#i need to go back to sleep but i cant stop thinkinnnnngggg i cant stop thinking ugh uuuugggghhhhh#im sorry i probably shouldnt even be posting this but i just had to vent i feel like im losing it#ffffffffffff ok gonna eat something and then sleep bye bye love y9u bye#i might... not post for a few days. but ill be around. bye love u bye#delete later#vent
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